can i be honest?

I’m not so brave.  I’m just trying to be strong. I am not a fan of needles.  I’ve come to co-exist with them, but I truly despise them.  I absolutely can not imagine sticking myself with one … on purpose! I’m pretty sick.  Pretty much of the time.  But I’m trying not to complain and trying my best to push through it. And … I…

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“actually … they’re in the sky”

My poor baby!  She’s in serious withdrawal mode.  She’s doing okay … but it’s so sad watching her go to sleep.  She keeps reaching, fitfully all over her crib searching for a nukie.  She doesn’t say so, and isn’t really whining or crying.  She’s just restless, searching, withdrawing … It kinda makes my heart ache. I’m not going to give in or anything, and I’m…

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